Xanotopia Version 1.0

The Realm Where Abijan Roam

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Downtime...

Assalamualaikum,

Harini masuk hari kedua aku bekerja setelah bercuti panjang (5 days tu consider panjang la kan), and there is a lot of work that I need to do. Masa blaja dulu, mmg best giler kalau dpt cuti, and sometimes mcm x sabar2 jer nak tunggu cuti abis. Ye la, bole jumpa kengkawan, bole pegi kelas n memacam lagi. Tp biler dh kejer nie, kengkadang mcm malas nk cuti. Bila abis cuti n start kejer, mesti banyak benda yg pending. Inbox mail pun penuh jer dgn e-mail2 yg perlu direply. Well, I'm working with corporates, so everything need to A.S.A.P la. Hmmm, when it come to us it always asap, try to put on our shoes la, baru diorang tau camner rasanyer... hmmm...

Dlm masa dua hari nie jugak la macam2 benda berlaku, but I can't share it in here because I think I have to handle it by myself. Maybe I was born like that kot. At school, I was one of the PRS or Peer Councellor and it is my job to aid my friends if they have any problem. So automatically, I'm always be the one to hear and I stop being the one who tell. And maybe because of that also, I'm not comfortable to share any of my problems with anybody, even with my parents. I always keep my problem to myself and try to solve it on my own. But, I'm not perfect, not all of my problems were solved. I just let bygone be bygone and that's why sometimes my old problem come haunting me again... huhuhuhu... but not to worry, never think to do something stupid tho. Still can think straight. I still got Allah to comfort me whenever and wherever I got problem. And I hope I'll find peace in my mind... amin.

Hmmm...

Monday, December 26, 2005

Here Comes The Bride...

Assalamualaikum,

Hahahaha... don't get confuse with the title. Well, it's not me who gettin' married. I'm just the best man for my friend's wedding. Quite an experience tho. Never thought that I would be a best man for a friend's wedding... hihihi. However, it was fun and quite exciting, ya la, you're a part of the main attraction on that day. So got to control some more la.

Although I'm excited with the experience, but I'm annoyed with some of my friends keep asking me, 'Ko bila pulak...???'. Hmmm... still a long way to go. Maybe another 2 or 3 years. Still wanna to 'kumpul harta' some more. Well, the preparation is important and it takes time. Hmmm...

Anyway, I've attached a photo from my friend's wedding. This is the best photo I had, because I look terrible in the rest of the photos. Hihihi. So enjoy ya...!!!





P/s: Selamat Pengantin Baru kepada Norhailmy and Norshamsida... semoga kekal bahagia sehingga akhir hayat.... amin...:)

Friday, December 23, 2005

Knock Knock...

Assalamualaikum,

Rasanya dah lama giler aku x menjenguk masuk dalam blog nie, eventhough the blog title 'Xanotopia : The Place Where Abijan Roam' namun itu semua macam x berlaku plak. Entahla, nak kata busy sgt, maybe kot, tapi orang lain pun busy jugak. Hmmm, maybe disebabkan bebanan kerja yang melampau dan waktu dan masa yang tak mengizinkan aku menjenguk ke laman yang satu masa dahulu pernah menjadi kegemaranku ini.


Sejak akhir-akhir ni, kerja kat office semakin banyak. And biler kejer semakin banyak, semakin sibuk la aku jadinya. However, in the positive side, more work means more new knowledge I've gain. Baru-baru nie, aku kena handle requirement study for our new project. Kiranya jadi "product champion" (this is what they call in my office) for a module in our new system. Well, at first, I was so worried to handle this kind of burden, tp sekang kiranyer ok skit la. Dapat jugak kenal org-org from department lain, and sedikit sebanyak dpt lah mem'popular'kan diri aku in this company. Hihihi, well we've got to move on right, so have to start from now lah.

As a new staff here, I felt very lucky to have such a supportive colleagues yg sentiasa menolong aku, eventhough sometimes the competition is very high, ya laa, most of the staff here are new, so need to show off a little la. So, in this show off competition, aku pun x ketinggalan. It's not that I like to show off, but have to. If not I won't be noticed by anybody. Tapi show off, show off jugak, kualiti kenala jaga. Ganbatte...!!!

Last week (ye ker last week, hmmm...), my colleagues and I had a conversation about our degree and other stuff. And sumer cakap, "Ruginyer budak IT masuk stream finance", hmmm, memang ada terfikir jugak kadang-kadang. Terasa macam ilmu yg aku pelajari selama nie ibarat 'Mencurah air di daun keladi' jer. Tp, bila fikir2 balik, not everything that we expect to be will be according like we plan (mcm dialog Corpse Bride plak). Sometimes we need to follow qada' and qadar yang Allah dah tentukan. Semoga perjalanan hidup aku selepas ini lebih baik dan berjaya... amin.

Hmmm, entry kali ni nampak serabut sikit la. Maybe sebab sekarang nie tengah dalam mood bercuti kot. Yup, aku tengah cuti sekarang nie. Alasan zahir, nak abiskan annual leave. Alasan batin, aku nak release all the tension yg nested in my brain. Hahaha. I think maybe I better stop before I start babblin' bout crazy stuffs. So, until next time (tak tau plak biler), stay Xantastico...!!! (<- Lama x guna ayat nie... :P)